revitalise;

2008-08-16T20:45:00.001-07:00

fugly monsters.

GUYS = JERKS
100%
don't call, don't come by.

2008-08-16T20:18:00.000-07:00

school, projects and tests are boring.

my birthday in 6 days' time, this year is different.
sometimes i reminisce, sometimes i miss,
i may look back, but i will never go back.
im never going back to where i came from.

some pictures from chalet / mel's birthday celebration:

2008-07-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

im feeling:
happy
sick
tired
sad
disappointed
at the moment.

mixed feelings.

2008-07-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

today (24 July 2008) marks the 4th month.
although these 4 months were really hard, im glad i made it through all these shit.
now im good and moving on well.
since i've come so far, i will never go back to where i came from.
i was happy then, but im happier now.

you used to be everything, now you're hardly anything.

(L) RIGHT HAND.

2008-07-18T19:16:00.000-07:00

school has started.
boring lessons, nice people (a few).

2008-07-02T21:14:00.000-07:00

i've decided to revive this blog (again), but i might not update often.

life is like a roller coaster ride.
remember to tag at the tagboard on the left before leaving.

im good and that's all you need to know.

2008-06-10T21:52:00.000-07:00

i hate slash abhor slash dislike slash detest slash loathe you.

2008-06-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

i typed a post of my feelings, but decided to save it as draft. i guess i'll leave all those to my private blog and don't bother searching for my private blog, cause there's a reason why it's a private blog. and i doubt you can ever find it, but you can try though.

certainty, is for people who do not love enough.
hesitation, is for people who are not sure of the one they're loving and the things they're doing.

2008-06-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

2008-06-04T02:28:00.000-07:00

birthday celebration last night was good. we had dinner and then headed to somewhere else to cut the birthday cake. after that, headed to macs and then, amelia and i sat somewhere around her house and chatted, for a good 3 hours. we stopped at 1am and went home. i finally told her what happened after so long.

happy birthday to xiuyi, huiwen and amelia!

2008-06-02T09:25:00.000-07:00

"if im strong, it's all thanks to you, cause you taught me how fast a girl may be gone without you knowing. sorry to have disappointed you *that time*, maybe we were young and didn't know much. but memories can't be erased, you should know too ya?"

but i know and im sure that im not gonna come in between anybody.

2008-06-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

i had one of the sweetest dreams last night.
and tonight, one of the worst nightmare happened to me.

2008-06-01T01:55:00.001-07:00

happy birthday to xiuyi and huiwen!
these two girls are people whom i grew up with, and i love them to death!
i hope you two did enjoy your birthdays and will like the present.

i was talking to my sister in her room last night, and we drank a little. i wasn't supposed to drink at all, but i thought a little wouldn't hurt. anyway, i shared some of my relationship woes with her. and surprisingly, we seem to be so different yet alike. then again, it's not really that surprising cause we're sisters after all.

2008-05-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

go in, come in.
thought i heard a knock,
who's there? no one.

2008-05-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

si di: "and why is wendy sad today?"
this had definitely made my day so much better.

but im still going to get my daily dose of emo songs before i sleep later.

2008-05-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

i found out that i've been day-dreaming a little too much, as in really day-dream. you know, when you catch yourself staring at something or someone and then you realised that you've been thinking of silly or impossible stuffs. yes, that happens to me so often.

i tried and tried and tried and tried, it's so hard.

2008-05-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

i woke up this morning with swollen eyes, because talking to someone last night triggered a bucket of my tears. and i went emo for the rest of the night, listening to emo songs.

anyway, i talked to my eyecandy yesterday. well, then again, he's no longer my eyecandy. so just a new friend, i should say.

ahben messaged me today and asked me: "you really put tattoo ah?"
yes, i really did, you nitwit.

today i went for a mini shopping spree (again), and i finally got xy's present. i really spent quite a bomb on it (given my current financial state), so you better like it!
next present to get, huiwen's. and i can't wait for huiwen's chalet, i need to get out of my house, if not i really will get mouldy.

tell me how im supposed to breathe with no air.

2008-05-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

everyone is asking me to go sleep and have a good rest.
alright then, good night.

i am so emotionally drained.

2008-05-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

i got a tattoo, so now am i cool or what?

half sleeve pin up mermaid.

(ignore the bra strap please)

well, i actually got it done around 3 weeks ago at Lao Ink, what do you guys think of it?

but im actually still a studious kid with D&G specs despite my tattoo.
credits to ahben.

my face looks abit distorted here, but whatever uh.

SO, IS MY TATTOO NICE?

2008-05-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

thinking back, i realized that i've been so dependent for such a long time. i always felt as if i wasn't good enough, when i really already am. i was so afraid of everything, like i needed someone to protect me from whatever that was coming my way. my confidence level have never been that low, and it's not gonna be like that anymore. im going to stand up for myself, and do what's best for me. i know im just going to get better and better. i don't need anyone to complete me, i can complete myself.

during the darkest period that i've been through so far, thankfully i have wonderful friends around me, especially xy. she always advise me in a girl's point of view, and i also get advice from ahben since he is a guy, he has different views on matters. ahben is a good friend, he's always there for me and tries to cheer me up with his lame jokes, and his jokes are really really damn not funny at all. but i know, in the end, all they want is the best for me. so i won't let you guys down, i'll be stronger than ever. whatever does not kill me only makes me stronger.

si di is super damn nice too. he assures me that i can always look for him whenever i want. but very seldom i do so, cause he is really busy and i do not want to disturb him. his words gave me alot more strength, like all the cliched stuffs that comes from him does not seem to be cliched anymore. they carry the true meaning and they actually seem to be so much more meaningful and they go into my mind, i have no idea why too. maybe because he is special, HOR XY? but he's probably just a special friend, because i do not have anything for him.

to people who are reading this:
please do not ask me what happened unless you are one of those who were always there for me or you are really sincere to know and wants to help me. but if you want to know for the sake of gossiping or spreading my problems to everyone who knows me or gloating over my unhappiness or if you simply can't keep your mouth shut after knowing what happened, please fk off.
then again, its actually quite obvious already, so the people who can't keep their mouth shut or if you ever spread it around, you can just rot in hell.

to the one who had everything but lost it all:
YOU NEVER WERE A FRIEND OF MINE, so you better stay the hell away from me.

2008-05-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

ahben's birthday bbq last night was alright, but the aftermath was slightly better. went for supper with them and only went home at 3am.

people always tell me that they will always be there for me whenever i need them, but i know who are the ones who really will be there for me whenever i need them, and is just a call away.

damnit, i need to talk to si di.

and i absolutely detest you.

2008-05-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

had dinner today at LJS with xy, and we set up our own cinema there. we were watching Stars of Love with her laptop while eating. yeah, many people were looking at us and we didn't even realise how loud we were talking because we had the earpieces in both our ears. in the end, we stopped watching cause her laptop battery was going flat and some people were pointing at us for occupying the seats there.

anyway, this is for you, fker:
stop bitchfking around, you fool.

2008-05-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

today, i went for a mini shopping spree in the afternoon with mom. and in the evening, my family (including my grandmother) and i went for dinner at Novena to celebrate my sister's birthday.

we had thai food by the way, the food was good but the dinner was not good at all. it was so awkward, and i had to keep whispering to my sister. because my dad was so pissed off by certain things, he kept pulling a long face. i was so uncomfortable throughout the entire dinner, and i was afraid that he might just blast his voice or something. if he did, i would hide under the table because the restaurant was quite quiet.

well, thank goodness he didn't, and we reached home safely in the end. so when we got home, we took pictures, sang birthday songs, my sister made her birthday wishes (she took a very long time) and cut the birthday cake. and we had a small cake smashing session.

that's all.

2008-05-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my dearest sister!
i'd like to wish you all the best in everything you do. and i hope you can be more motivated to study for your A'levels this year, cause i know you can definitely do it. you've got the brains, you know?

i am watching the movie P.S. I Love You, it has been awesome so far, but the book is even better.

confidence 100%

2008-05-20T21:52:00.000-07:00

jeyan the giant called me last night for no reason and we ended up chatting. it was funny because we actually do not have anything to say and the entire conversation was full of lame stuffs. then we hung up so that he can call his BFF, which was pravin by the way.

many of my friends' birthdays are round the corner, and mine is about 3 months away. this year, im actually not looking forward to it at all. all i know is that it's going to be so different. no more sweet surprises, no more lovely presents, no more wonderful memories. it's going to be like how i used to spend my birthday when i was 10 years old - buy the birthday cake, take pictures, make a birthday wish (which will not come true), blow the candles, and eat the birthday cake.

my birthday this year would only mean im a year older, which also mean more duties and greater responsibilities. although it'll also mean that im a year closer to legal age, but that is really nothing to me? i do not really look forward to being legal. okay, then again, it will also mean a year closer to getting my car licence (although i have no idea which year i can get it). but whatever uh, i still do not look forward to my birthday at all.

maybe this year, i'll have a girls' night out, provided if my friends can make it. but it's a Saturday so i hope they can, if not i'll spend my birthday at home crying under my blanket.

i used to have something to look forward to every month. and i even look forward to every single day cause i know it's a new day for me to discover and create. not now anymore, my life now revolves around the internet, food, and my bed, although occasionally i do jog. somehow these have become something i do to keep me alive.

i know what they say about changes, it's all part of growing up. but i can never ever adapt to changes well enough.
the bottom line is, i hate changes. AND I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.

2008-05-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

somehow, there's a tinge of sadness in me that i do not want to share with anyone. i just want to keep it in me until it eventually fades someday.

i was so happy with my life before, why did you give me one which is far more worse than the one i used to have?

"nothing's too personal between me and you."
true enough, and it's very comforting to know that someone still cares for me.
thank you, jaimy.

2008-05-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

the day before yesterday, i went for a facial which supposedly cost $370 for a session as im told (and so far i see no results at all), but i got it for free anyway.

yesterday was ahben's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHBEN! this is my fourth time wishing him already. i actually wished him through his tagboard, a phone call, a message and also in person since i coincidentally saw him and his friends last night when i was heading home.

these few days were shit, feeling as lonely as ever. i asked that someone out for a movie and got rejected in the end. so disappointing. and si di had to promise me some shit to make me happier but i doubt he'll even do it, because boys exist in this world only to break girls' hearts.

so screw the boys cause i've still got my wonderful best friend, but she's busy these few days though. her birthday is reaching soon, and i've yet to find the perfect gift for her.
and the people who spoke bad of her can just go and rot in hell, what's the use of a pretty face when deep inside, all they have is an evil heart?

i am so tired.
where the hell is my good thing?
i've been searching for it nonstop, or am i supposed to wait for it to come to me?

2008-05-16T23:01:00.000-07:00

list of activities for me:
1. must watch these movies - Made of Honor, What Happens in Vegas
2. get the damn uniform
3. family dinner on Monday
4. shopping with amy on Wednesday
5. shopping with mom in the morning and dinner for my sister's birthday at night which is on Thursday
6. ahben's birthday bbq on Saturday - have not decided whether to go or not yet
7. huiwen's birthday chalet
8. xy's, amy's, and huiwen's birthday celebration - 3 in 1

that's all for now.
i realised i blogged so many times a day, too free uh.

2008-05-16T08:30:00.000-07:00

ahben: let's talk in monkey language
me: like what
ahben: woo
ahben: woo
ahben: woo
me: i am the zookeeper, i throw bananas you catch okay
me: *THROW!
ahben: woo
ahben: *fly past me*
me: caught it?
me: STUPID MONKEY!
me: i wasted one banana
ahben: oh man
ahben: how can you scold your friend!
me: im training the monkey what. of course can scold
ahben: no!
me: you talk back i starve you ah
ahben: you need to have love
ahben: oh shit, why i act along with you

see, told you he's a monkey in disguise.

2008-05-16T06:56:00.001-07:00

i must not message him.
i must not take the first step.
i must not lose.
i must not fall deeper.
damn.

where are you?

2008-05-16T05:00:00.000-07:00

i crawled out of bed at 3am to put on my retainers cause i forgot to put it back before going to bed.

can we bring yesterday back around?
cause i know how i feel about you now.

2008-05-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

don't lead me on, i don't want to fall deeper.
let's just stop here.

there's no gravity to hold me down for real.

2008-05-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

i tell myself not to fall deeper.

2008-05-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

so the crappy interview turns out to be successful, the manager called me and messaged me 2 times yesterday but i didn't know cause i left my phone in my room. in the end he sent me this: "Hi Wendy, if no reply, i'll assume that you're not interested anymore." but i only saw it at midnight, and i decided to reject the job in the end. so i replied him this morning and he replied me back: "Ok. No problem. Thank you for replying." i hope i won't get ahben into trouble for being so irresponsible cause he was the one who introduced me the job.

xy, you're not online so i can't tell you this first:
last night just before i went to bed, i saw that a message was lying around left unread in my phone. so it was a good night message from him, its been such a long time since i last received one you know. and this morning when i woke up, he sent me another message to greet me good morning. so how? xy, what do you think?

but somehow, i think i do miss you.

2008-05-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh, i think im love-struck.

xy is no wonder my best friend, she seems to know me inside out. and she knows exactly who im attracted to even without me telling her anything. i shall come online every night from now on. just like him, right xy?

xy, i know you're sleeping right now. but please message me tomorrow when you see this. im bursting with happiness already! and i need to share some with you. message me okay?

i know that something has changed,
and i've never felt this way.

2008-05-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

ahben asked me out for dinner at pepper lunch today but i rejected him. one reason is because i wasn't hungry, and the other reason was because i already faced him for 9 freaking hours yesterday.
eh ahben no offence okay, i hope you didnt starve yourself in the end.

2008-05-14T03:19:00.000-07:00

him: "you will be my future wife."
me: "HUH?!"
him: "cause your next boyfriend will be your future husband what."
me: "i didn't even say that you're going to be my boyfriend."

WAHLAU, he is freaking me out already.

2008-05-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday i met ahben for a job interview. and the protective uncle made me wear my cardigan to cover myself up (and button it) because he thought that my top was too revealing. it was only a tanktop, not even racerback.
after strolling around Bukit Batok for around 2 hours, we proceeded to the job interview.
the interview was crappy, the manager made me feel so uncomfortable throughout the entire interview and theres no way im going to enjoy working there. so now im praying that they wouldn't call me.

scenario 1
nosy manager: (points to ahben) is that your boyfriend?
me: (answers politely) oh, no. he's the benjamin that we were talking about.
nosy manager: he really not your boyfriend MEH?
me: (slightly frustrated) NO LAH.
nosy manager: really AH?
me: (very frustrated already) uh, i said no, right?

scenario 2
nosy manager: are you desperate for this job?
me: no.
stupid manager, what a word to use, DESPERATE.

after the crappy interview, we went to Vivocity to have dinner, and then sat outside to enjoy the view slash scenery slash wind for about an hour.
im still very surprised that i shared my problems slash secrets with ahben the big mouth, WAHLAU what was i thinking yesterday! ahben, you better not spill anything out or i'll chop you into half.

later on, we proceeded to Esplanade, to do nothing. then, the last stop was the Singapore Flyer, and luckily we made it in time for the last train home. and as usual, the protective uncle insisted on sending me home when he himself has school the next day.

anyway, thanks ahben, for introducing me the job. it was an INCREDIBLE experience.

in case you all didn't know, ahben is actually a monkey in disguise.

please do not tell me i look like shit, cause i already know.

i think what si di said is true:
"be strong okay, those are just tests la. cause like all the bad stuffs happened to you already. the next stuffs to come are surely good."

i seem to find a little comfort in you.

2008-05-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

i made a new friend recently, and i call him si di.
well, not exactly a new friend since he has been in my contact list for a very long time, and he turns out to be a very interesting person.
like how i said funcdeko, and he'll think that it's the name of a country.
and then i'll tell him that it does not even sound like the name of a country, and he'll take a long time to reply because he's thinking of countries with weird names like Eritrea, Honduras and Haiti.
i've to say he is very nice.

im gonna smile cause i deserve to.

2008-05-08T05:04:00.001-07:00

a relative of mine is currently in the hospital, and things are not looking good at all. i really really hope he can miraculously recover, although chances are really quite slim. as much as i do not want to lose the people i love, i also do not want anyone close to me to lose the people they love. i'll continue to pray for him and his family.

on a lighter note, i've sort out the list of things i should do.
1. pack my room (although it can only last for a week or so, and this is something that always appears at the top of the list whenever i list out the things i should do.)
2. spend time alone so that i can sort out my feelings slash thoughts
3. ask the girls out
4. get my sister's birthday present (somehow already know what to get)
5. find the perfect birthday present for xy (because she deserves it for being so nice)
6. get birthday presents for huiwen and amelia, and also weini (although it'll be 2 months late)
7. get school shoes (have already decided on a pair but my size is sold out in all the places which i've checked)
8. get my school uniform (but the distance just puts me off)

anyway, xy i need to talk to you now, i feel so fking terrible.

2008-05-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

im about to die inside.

2008-05-06T07:33:00.001-07:00

dinner with xy today, after dinner we decided to go Starbucks, cause she wanted to show me something. and good thing we went there because ****** was there! used to be my eyecandy few years back and he is still so freaking hot as ever.

he's hot because:
- he is hot.
- he looks even better than his brother.
- he doesn't smoke.
- he wore red which makes him even hotter.
- he really is hot.

im contemplating whether to add him back on msn, but i am well aware that this is definitely not love. if he ever reads my blog, im going to die of humiliation. but he never will, so it's alright.

stop hurting the one who loves you,
treasure them before they are gone.

2008-05-05T08:04:00.001-07:00

nothing much happened, my life is that boring.

so today, i woke up early for Macs breakfast, and watched Iron Man. the show was alright, but i had a hard time during the first half of the movie cause the man beside me was eating something that smelled funny, thank goodness he disappeared mysteriously halfway.

"the sausage can only last for a minute."
"oh, then can i have a hotdog bun instead?"

can't wait for tomorrow cause i'll be going out. only for a short while though, but im still looking forward to it, because im really bored at home.

if i should die before i wake,
its cause you took my breath away,
losing you is like living in a world with no air

2008-05-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

i finally managed to fix this blogskin all by myself.
although my lovely friend didn't manage to fix the mess that i made, but still, thank you.
tags are welcome and very much appreciated!

okay, anyway it's been so long since i last blogged, am somehow not used to blogging already.
and it seems like nobody is reading this blog, so please tag if you're reading my blog so that i'll know.
alright, i still have some issues myself, but i think i'll leave those to my private blog, since i have no idea who is reading this blog. so, again, please tag if you're reading!

im off now, and for the last time, please tag if you're reading!
DINOT! (Desperately In Need Of Tags)

take time to realise,
that i am on your side

2008-03-26T08:18:00.000-07:00

this blog is boring.
im off to my livejournal,
i might not return.

my wedding.
as long as it's okay
i'll stay with you
through the years.

2008-03-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

felt so much better after writing all those.
and something is still wrong with my blogskin.

another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away.

2008-03-14T03:38:00.001-07:00

i nearly died today
but still, thank you baby.

2008-03-08T09:45:00.000-08:00

while i was about to take out my retainers to brush my teeth this morning, i found out one of it (the bottom one) was missing from my mouth.
and since it was the Invisalign, i didn't notice it when i looked into the mirror.
somehow i figured that i took it out while i was sleeping (or maybe half-awake) and then it dropped somewhere on my bed.
searched around the bed for about a hundred times but i still couldn't find it.
then i held up my pajama pants and it dropped out.
eww gross.

2008-03-05T07:55:00.000-08:00

i couldn't sign in just now cause i kept typing the wrong email address.

i've been blading, blading and blading for the past few days.

and i've decided what im going to do in the future (i put a space in between the two sentences because i realised it was rather misleading, you might think im going to do blading for a living, but no), and now its time to work towards it.

oh my brother is down with chicken pox.

edited.
i tried to upload some pictures but the blog cant be scrolled down, so i removed it.
something must be wrong with my blogskin, it means that i cant upload pictures forever, unless i change the blogskin, which im too lazy to do so.
i should blog in my livejournal, since nobody reads this blog and it is so much easier to blog over there.
anybody reading this blog, please make some noise.

edited again.
something is really wrong with the blogskin, i cant scroll down even when i didnt upload any pictures. damn.

2008-02-29T01:17:00.001-08:00

the next leap year is 4 years away.

2008-02-28T06:52:00.000-08:00

"coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous"
- Albert Einstein

2008-02-26T22:24:00.000-08:00

i wish i may
i wish i might

grant me my wishes.

2008-02-25T07:02:00.000-08:00

blog officially revived.
who's reading this now?

2008-01-09T23:13:00.000-08:00

decided to revive this blog.
life's been pretty good all this while
and im glad.

2007-01-02T14:00:00.000-08:00

It's the first day of school and I don't feel like going already.. :(

2006-12-31T08:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY! :D

2006-12-30T23:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

Every year I write my new year resolutions but I don't do it, actually I've never tried to do it. Maybe this year will be different. :D
Okay, anyway here are my new year resolutions:
1. Treat babyjay nicerrrrr. (I'll make sure I do this) :D
2. Treat everyone nicely, only if they're nice to me.
3. Study hard!!!
4. Try to win the McDelivery Ring 'n win $10 000. hahaha :D
5. Be a good daughter.
6. Be a nice friend only if they're nice to me.
7. Always be there for my friends only if they're always there for me.
8. Make sure I keep my house neat and tidy.
9. Save lots of money!!
10. Healthy lifestyle. (Exercise more!)
11. Be happy everyday! :D

Toodles :D

2006-12-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

I have not gotten my books for next year and I lost my booklist.
Ughhh I'm so dead, I'm not ready for school yet!!!

I think I won't be taking off my braces so soon, still have to wait for a few more months :(((((
Good thing that my 1cm ulcer recovered.

Finally the internet connection is back to normal..

I MISS HUNNNNNNNN :D

2006-12-24T08:54:00.000-08:00

Specially for my babyboy,
MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY!

Christmas dinner at babyjay's house was great. Turkey, honey baked ham and many many more food. OMGGGGGGGGGGG LOGCAKES!! Oh yes, we played twister, haha watching them play twister makes me laugh. This year's christmas is very special to me, but.. ughhh I don't feel very good cause I didn't have dinner together with Daddy. :(

Anyway, we had a mini gathering last night at Huiwen's house. Lots of gossipings and catching up with our life. Cabbed down to Yishun 925 for supper at 1am+. Supposed to sleep at 4am+ but Xiuyi and I wasted our time disturbing Huiyu's sleep so we ended up sleeping at 6am and waking up at 7am (NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!!) But Huiwen did not even get any sleep so I shouldn't complain. When I reached home, I practically dropped dead on my bed.

Initially I thought it'd be awkward to talk to them after not seeing each other for such a long time. But when I saw them, all I did was to talk and laugh and talk and laugh. It's just like nothing has changed over the years, the feeling is still the same. :D

2006-11-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

I won't be blogging here often, switching to Livejournal ;D

2006-11-11T19:50:00.000-08:00

11/11/06 HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY! =o)

Activity of the day: FISHING!
I finally learnt how to fish, but not very good at it. We caught 9 fishes in total, I only managed to catch 1 though. Then the storm-like rain arrived, and so we had choice but to stop fishing. Got caught in the really really heavy downpour, walked, ran, jumped, sang, danced, spat saliva in the rain. We got lost for a moment but managed to find our way out soon. And we were so cold cause we were so damn wet, and both our phones were spoilt due to the rainwater!! How memorable.. our one year anniversary in the rain.

I love you baby!
Happy one year anniversary.
Thanks for everything.
Huggggggs <3

2006-10-11T23:54:00.000-07:00

Watched stay alive at vivocity with babyjay ytd. It's quite nice and it's actually the animation that scares you. :D

2006-10-10T19:24:00.000-07:00

I JUST SCREWED MY FYE.

anyway..
happy 11th month baby.!
(its supposed to be 11 october now)

oh how i need you so
you can bet, i'll never let you go.

2006-08-24T04:53:00.000-07:00

i just received a birthday present from lily
hahha and im so so happy.! =D
its not because of the present
but because she actually bothered to get one : )

to lily:
thank you for your present darling.! : )
its been such a long time since we last met yeaa.?
yupp meet up soon k.?
miss you so much.!

2006-08-23T20:21:00.000-07:00

EDITED.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ME.!!

this year's birthday was a memorable one
all thanks to my babyjay : )
and of course not forgetting my sisters
xiuyi weini manhong huiwen <3

yesterday met xiuyi & weini at northpoint
went to delifrance for some dessert
and they got me a cake
strawberry shortcake.! : )

after cutting the cake and all
i went to hunn's house to pass him some cakes
and i got a birthday present from his dog.
3 scratches.!! ughhhh

at night abt 11pm+
hunn manhong xiuyi & i was conferencing
then suddenly hunn said he'll call me back later

at about 12am which was my birthday
i still didn't receive a call or msg from him
and he didn't answer my phone
i was pretty upset cause i thought he fell asleep
and didn't wish me happy birthday.

i told manhong & xiuyi that i wanna go to bed
but they asked me to talk for 5 more minutes
initially i thought that weini was gonna call in
and they'll surprise me with a birthday song or sth
so i waited for 5 more minutes.

then i received a call from my babyjayyyyy : )
he asked me to open the door
when i opened the door
he was holding a heart-shaped cake
with a lighted candle.! =D
i was so happy i didn't wanna sleep.

hahahha im even happier today.!!
cause this morning when i was going to school
my dad wished me happy birthday.!
and during maths lesson
the class sang me a birthday song.
but i didn't look at them
i just kept staring at my maths worksheet
because i was busy doing my maths and i was shy
hahahhahaha =X

after school met hunny and went to my house
then i bathed and watched some movies
and we ate the cake that he gave me last night.
then got ready to go out
went to swensens
yupp then blah blah blah...
im lazy to type out all already
hehehhehe : )

TO: BABYJAYYYYY XIUYI WEINI MANHONG & HUIWEN
THANK YOU SO MUCH.!
THANK YOU FOR THIS WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY : )
I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldn't speak
you were my eyes when i couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
you lifted me up when i couldn't reach
you gave me faith cause you believed

p.s: eunice you're the last one to wish me this year.! : )

2006-08-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

2006-08-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.!

went town yesterday with weini
ate at pepper lunch
walked around town
then weini suggested to go to citylink

so we headed to citylink
had some waffles at Gelare
=DD

after that we headed to Esplanade
walked around and met up with weini's friend
tessa and jenson i think.

they were going to watch fireworks
and im heading home.
jenson then alighted at town
while weini and tessa accompanied me home.

my home
wherever i may be
i believe
you will always be
a part of me

2006-08-08T03:50:00.000-07:00

went to school for national day celebration today.
our school gave us hershey's kissables =D
hehehe we got 2 packets each cause there were extras.

then hunn and i cabbed to my house after school.
after we got down the cab
i realised i left my phone in the cab again.!
grrrr im so careless.!
luckily the cab was still around so i got back my phone in the end.

came home and took a shower and then went out to meet milton & xiuyi.
ate at sakae heehehe
we took those sushi that looks disgusting and played sissors paper stone
the loser will have to eat it.

i had to eat a super disgusting fish one
it was so smelly.!
even after you swallow it the smell still lingers in your mouth.
yuckkkkkkk

hahah so yeah
in the middle of our meal mr sim & ms ong came in.
how come they're together huhhhh. hahahha

after our meal we watched the movie Click
it was a nice movie
hahaha i cried abit cause it was really sad

i need you by my side

2006-08-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

went out with my mr teo yesterday =D

supposed to be going to zoo but i was late so...
we didn't go in the end ): SORRY.!
we went to suntec city for a movie instead.
Dragon Tiger Gate
actually it wasn't as nice as it was claimed by xiuyi. hahah =X

after the movie we headed to Esplanade.
and we got our bear. hehe it was created by us.!
(and alot of help from the shopkeeper) HAHAHA

then after hunnnn wrote a heart which was supposed to be stuffed into the bear,
the shopkeeper asked us to put our hands together with the heart,
close our eyes, and make a wish. haha we both made the same wish.!

it was rather awkward. AND STUPID. haha

ok.. after that we walked around raffles city. then we went home.
hunnnnnnnnnyy thanks for the wonderful day and the bear.!
iloveyou<3

i'm lovin' it

2006-07-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

school was boring, did a survey today. after that went to some air-conditioned room, haha forgot what room was it. we went there to have SS lesson, but xiuyi went there to sleep i think. hahah nobody talked to me and i was bored so i took out my colouring book and started colouring. HAHAHAHA my book is green.!!! ( :
after school xiuyi and i cabbed home, she alighted at the same place as me. and then there was this malay guy, he came to us and said alot of rubbish. actually all he wanted was to get money from us, he was so damn scary.! we almost freaked out. haha ok. after that we went separate ways, i went home and xiuyi went to get her stuffs.
reached home, bathed then ate my lunch, then something stupid happened. feeling kinda moody, so i went to sleep. after that everything was alright ( :

my shadow's the only one that walks beside me

2006-07-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

i had a bad day today, all thanks to miss norayu.!!! she is just so fucking biased.!! everything i do is wrong, and every piece of work i do, I COPIED THEM.!! she is prejudiced against me, cause i wasn't from her class last year. GRRRRRRRR.!! she's definitely one of the reasons why i hate maths.!!
alright, enough of that. haha we played touch rugby for PE again, but this time the game was different. it was boys vs girls and it was more tough, cause we were not supposed to pass the ball forward. we have to pass it backwards, it was so confusing, but fun.! ( :
5270 miss tang wasn't in school today, haha she's just another teacher who is prejudiced against me, im glad i don't have to see her today. ahhaha ( : then mr whalen came to relief our class, his english was damn powerful, hahah and he is so funny ( :

- i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky.

2006-07-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

today is a great day, we had 5 free periods cause ms ng wasn't here.!! hunn weini and milton skipped their accounts lesson and came to our class. after 2 periods, they went back. then amelia came to my seat, so we talked while listening to my ipod. shared many stuffs with her, she told me alot of her problems too ( :
when school was about to end, there's this show going on in our class. put up by an indian couple, everybody was looking at them doing their business, and i think i saw the guy kissing her. haha chengliew saw too, but he said he bit her not kiss, haha we are so damn kpo la. after school we had maths test, i left the last 2 pages blank, haha i didn't know how to do. then we accompanied weini to get a spare phone from ben, xiuyi and weini went to ben's house while hunn and me went to eddie's house, then hunn sent me home. ( :

HUNNNNNNY ILOVEYOU <3

2006-07-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

spent the earlier part of the day at home talking to my gayfrog. at about 7pm, i headed to town with sis. haha accompanied her to get some materials first, after that went to fareast. had our dinner, then walked around, bought some stuffs. hehehe then walked to taka, wanted to go in to the toy fair, but it was closed already ) : hahah then we came home, wanted to watch a midnight movie, but decided not to cause both of us were tired. hahah great day i had, its been a long time since i last went out with sis, cause she is always with biscuit.!! grrr haha never mind, i have my gayfrogggg.!! ( :

you don't have to feel bad k.? cause i really don't mind.
we still have a long way to go, please remember our promise ( :

I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE <3

2006-07-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

And now I've finally found my way to lead me down this lonely road.
All I have to do is follow you to lighten off my load.

YOU'RE ALL THAT I'VE EVER WANTED : )

2006-07-19T19:53:00.000-07:00

NO SCHOOL
NO SCHOOL
NO SCHOOL
NO SCHOOL FOR ME TODAY.!!
HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHA -.-

I MISS YOU MY GAYYYYYYFROG.!! <3

2006-07-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

hehehhehe PE was fun today.!! hahah amelia xiuyi and i played touch rugby with the indians in our class, we are promoting racial harmony, which happens to be on this friday.! haha maths test is postponed to next monday.! but i guess i'll still fail even if its postponed to next month, hahaha im that stupid. and we had physics test today, damn.!! i fell asleep during the test.!! i left out 4 questions, 11 marks flew away~ grrrrrr.!!!

2006-07-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

met my gayfrog early in the morning, walked around northpoint and went for our movie. hehehe after the movie, we met weini and then my gayfrog left ) :
went to look for weini's uncle to fix her phone, but he told us to take it to nokia care centre. so we headed to the nokia care centre at causeway point, the person told us to go back and collect the phone 4 hours later, which is about 7.30pm. went to macs for our lunch, then walked around. bought manhong's belated birthday present, and then we stopped at Gelare for some waffles, yumyum. hahaah after that we walked around somemore, then bought this *secret thing. hehhehe weini our secret yeaa.?
then we went to the bench and sat there, spent about 1 hour there crapping and listening to my ipod. and i taught weini the rubber band game.! soon, it was 7.30pm, so we went to nokia care centre to collect her phone but the person told us that the phone is still not ready for collection, cause there's still some problem with it. WTH.!! we waited for 4 hours.!! ohwells, so we decided to go back to find weini's uncle again, she wants to exchange her phone. hahah her uncle actually thought i was her girlfriend.!!
weini was quite pissed off today, haha baobei relax k.? your phone will be alright. today was fun.! laughed alot, crapped alot, talked alot, walked alot, cabbed alot, and shared alot of stuffs. i had a great day with you today, weini.!!
oh yea by the way, weini is having a flu, someone please bring panadol for her tomorrow. hahah see, i still remember.! ( :
hahaha im so happy i get to spend this day with my two loves.! <3

YOU'RE SO GAY BUT I LOVE YOU.!! <3

2006-07-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

fNn practical was hilarous today.!! some apple thing made weili and me laughed like hell, hahaha he is just so cute. cause we had alot of leftover apples, afraid that ms ng will scold us for wasting food, clever weili wrapped up the apples with plastic and hid them in the cupboard. then when ms ng went to get something from the cupboard, she saw them and asked me what was the apples doing there. i was totally lost for words, and weili just stood there laughing -.- grrrrr.!! haha weili then asked me to hide the apples in my pocket, he's so dumb right, but in the end he hid it in his own pocket hahaha.
anyway, i enjoyed myself today. hahaha at least i get to spend some time with my dear ( : hehehe there's no school tomorrow.!!

I MISS YOU BABY.!! <3

11/7 8 months after 11/11

2006-07-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

today i went to skul as per normal... after skul i went home... bathe change thn went out again... i went to northpoint to meet xiuyi and weini thinking to go and collect weini's paycheck wif her... but in the end she has to wait till at night thn can collect... so she lazy to take ask her mother to take for her... after that i saw my dear outside esprit.. he was wif his mother after his laser i think.. thn he went home bathe and called me... after that i went cold storage walk walk wif xiuyi.. and i went to his block to find my dear... we at block there talk talk hehe... thn after that went to 235 to find huiwen they all.. there was hui wen, verna, jiawen and yonghan... after staying around there awhile i also bored le.. so i went home and talked on the phone wif my dear =)... besides tt the day shld be great for me.. i am super happy!! hahah..

from: wendy
ILOVEYOU HUNNNNNY.!!
HAPPY 8TH MONTH.! <3
p.s: thanks for updating my blog for me (:

2006-07-10T07:35:00.000-07:00

i feel damn bad, i owe you an apology.
im so sorry, i didn't know things would turn out this way.
this wasn't what i want, sorry im such a bitch.
im so confused, im supposed to follow my heart,
but now i don't even know what my heart wants.
i don't know what im doing.
i can't be happy, cause you're not.

2006-07-10T04:57:00.000-07:00

today started off badly, but it got better after that.
it was raining when i got up. when i left my house, the rain got heavier, so dad had to send me to school. the traffic outside school was terrible, dad didn't want to wait so he just unlocked the car and asked me to get out. hahaha i was pretty shocked, but i still got out of the car in the end and ran in the rain into the school.

when i reached school, xiuyi and i went to claim my winnings from weini. but she told me that we were only betting for the first 90 minutes, so i didn't get it. haha but before mother tongue lesson, she came and gave me the money.!! woohoo. hahaha thanks weini (: we shall bet again for the next world cup ok.? try winning my money then. hehehehe (;

during recess, i had milton chiam to get me my bottle of ice lemon tea and he was asked to open it for me. heheheh he still owed me one more bottle. hahahha but something unhappy happened just now. nvm, we'll just forgive and forget yea.?

to xiuyi:
hey deardear, don't worry k. i'll always be there for you. remember im just a call away (:

to weini:
baobei.!! thanks for protecting me, thanks for cheering me up. thanks for everything.!! i love you. (:

2006-07-09T02:06:00.000-07:00

helloooooooo.!! sorry.! haven't been updating for months. alright, kept talking about world cup this few days. hahaha so far i've won 10bucks, a bottle of ice lemon tea, and i won my life back. hehehe. and today is the finals. im definitely rooting for Italy.!! hahahah.

IM CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO DEVIL BESIDE YOU.!! HAHAHHA ABIT SLOW THOUGH -.-

2006-04-15T03:48:00.000-07:00

i forgot to hand in my english homework again on thursday. in fact, i forgot to do!! ughhhh. well, it was actually a test, but again, it wasn't a proper test. hahah i don't even know what the hell im talking about. gotta go now, bye!

2006-04-12T06:44:00.000-07:00

chemistry test was postponed! to tomorrow i guess :( cause mr bald head wasn't in school today, he might be coming back tomorrow. POA test, completely gave up halfway, couldn't understand a single thing. nothing much, goodbye for now!

2006-04-11T03:45:00.000-07:00

school is so boring!! dragging myself out of bed every morning, & also the piles of homework & examinations! seems that going to school is a torture for me! :/ napfa test tomorrow, arghhhhhh. i hate it. there's chemistry & POA test tomorrow too! had physics & maths test today, totally screwed up both papers. especially maths, i was practically dreaming throughout the paper, busy wasting my time playing with my eraser too. haha :P

hahah anyway, i finally realised im so stupid! everytime i stayed back in school to complete the english homework that was supposed to be handed in by that day itself, i'll never fail to forget to hand in after completing it. & only realise after i reached home, then i'll call xiuyi & tell her how stupid i can be, haha. this happened today, and it isn't the first time by the way. ahaha. people, please remind me next time, thank you very much [:

2006-03-24T00:52:00.000-08:00

i woke up late for school today, and mr hairy called mummy -.- he asked her to wake me up earlier in the morning, or i'd have in-house suspension the next time. hahah, went for detention after school, then went home. well, lots of things happened, just in a short while. and im starting to lose trust in my friends, i really hope things will turn for the better. i don't wish my friends to become like this, can things please go back to how they used to be?

sometimes it feels no one understands,
i don't even know why i do the things i do.

2006-03-23T02:45:00.000-08:00

i had a bad day! its the time of the month again :( well, during social studies lesson today, mdm how asked me to stand just because i was talking to amelia. then amelia asked me where i'd be going after school, mdm how asked me to stand at the back of the classroom. what the hell!!

chemistry lesson i got scolded by mr bald head potato, cause i drew the diagrams wrongly. while he was scolding me, i looked at his face, and i noticed that the hair in his nostrils are super long! hahah, wanted to laugh but of course i didn't, or i'd probably face a terrible death. he scolded me like fuck man, so damn loud, & fierce. he's crazy, he wants the whole class to draw the diagrams that were drawn wrongly each 50 times. and i had to draw like 150 times! crazy potato! what's with the teachers nowadays?

after school, went to the school library to do some homework. then went to macs with huiwen, manhong, xiuyi & amelia. had our lunch there, and talked about some stuffs. girls talk :) then took the bus home with amelia. alright, gotta go. goodbye for now!

2006-03-21T03:17:00.000-08:00

i dirtied my shoe today while having the 2.4km run today :( it was full of mud, cause amelia & i used the shortcut. haha, we didn't know that it was mud, if not we wouldn't walk that way :/ so amelia & i went to the toilet to wash our shoes during maths lesson. then halfway through, the cleaner came in. she looked at us & suddenly i felt that she wanted to kill both of us, cause the basin was filled with mud and tissue paper. haha, we're so inconsiderate i know, i won't do that again :)

english oral was alright, had fun playing with amelia while waiting for my turn to come :) then took the bus home with her after that. i saw my old friend. she didn't say hello to me, im pretty sure she saw me. maybe she couldn't remember me, or she didn't wanna talk to me :( alright, gotta go complete my maths homework now, or i have to stay back after school to finish it tomorrow. goodbye!

2006-03-20T05:30:00.000-08:00

didn't go to school today cause i haven't finished my holiday homework. in fact, i haven't even started on one, im so lazy. haha. went for my dental appointment early in the morning, nearly fainted on the train. must be due to not enough sleep, gotta go bathe and then get some sleep.

my blog is still under construction. look at the tagboard, so ugly right. hahah. i don't know how to set the colours, shall figure that out tomorrow. toodles! :)

2006-03-17T18:49:00.000-08:00

went to school for the fNn workshop ytd.
we baked meringues. =D
mine was burnt. hahah.
but tasted quite good.
the teacher was ms luzanne.
shes nice. hahah.
looks abit like ms phoon.
hehe. alright. i want to go out.!
any suggestions on where to go.?

2006-03-11T20:06:00.000-08:00

friday
went out with xiuyi.
we went to j8 first to get some stuffs.
then headed to xiuyi's house.
baked cupcakes for saturday. =DD
it took a long time.
about 6 hours. if im not wrong.
the cupcakes were great.! hahah.
we spent a long time baking it.
hope you guys will like it. hehe. [:

saturday
met weini & jermyn early in the morning.
then cabbed to ssc to meet huiwen xiuyi & milton.
bought the stuffs needed for the bbq.
weini xiuyi milton & i cabbed to semb park.
huiwen & jermyn went to meet their friend for awhile.
then when we reached.
we found out that the bbq pit is like fucking dirty.!!
some ill-bred kids poured sand on the pit.
decided not to use it.
so asked jermyn to get the portable one.
shanjie & joey & verna reached.
waited a long long time for huiwen & jermyn.
after much discussion. we decided to use the bbq pit.
the one thats in the park itself.
so had to clean up the pit first.
took a long time to start the fire. all were starving. hahah.
the people next to us were nice.
they gave us their lighter & tissue paper.
finally the fire was started. started eating.
then xiuyi weini jermyn milton & i went to the beach.
i didn't wanna go into the water.
cause i didn't bring extra clothes.
but in the end i got dragged down by them.
then i cabbed home to bathe.
met jaimy for a short while.
to pass him the super delicious cupcakes. lol.
was really a short while lah. hahah.
then went to buy the drinks & tissue paper.
and helped weini to buy the hair wax.
cabbed back to semb park. long story after that.
then it started raining.
had to run to the shelter to get a cab.
used 2 separate cabs to weini's house.
questina came after awhile when we reached.
went to her room. talked. blah blah blah.
cutted the cake. and then went home.
weini jermyn questina & i walked verna home first.
then the 3 of them sent me home. lol.
thanks yaaa.! [:
fun day. i enjoyed it.
love you guys loads.! <3

happy birthday weini.! =D

2006-03-02T22:30:00.000-08:00

good & bad day today.

mdm how said 'fuck you shit here' at 9.04am.
lol. then when she wanted to talk. we were noisy.
then she begin 'yo yo yo yo'. haha.

supposed to go for movies after school.
but in the end didn't.
cause sth happened. ]:
its okay. next time then. [:

to that someone:
just wanna apologize to you.
perhaps we were really too much.
forgive & forget yeaaaa.? =D

its all about us <3

2006-02-27T03:15:00.000-08:00

watched a documentary just now.
its about pigs. super cute.!!
esp when they're dressed up in costumes.
so cute.!! can faint. lol.
saw the pigs giving birth.

alright. enough about pigs.
emaths & chem test tmr.
and also geog class re-test.
how to study.!!!
ok. wish me luck for tmr. =D

teddyboar-

2006-02-17T22:24:00.000-08:00

i dread english lessons.!! sucks totally.
esp when i get punished. lol.
sat outside the class with rach for 2 periods ytd.
bcos we didn't do our hw and he said that we lied.
and theres this girl who came to me.
and asked "you're from band 1 right.? nv do hmwk is it.?"
i don't know who is she though.
but was damn embarrassing.
then jermyn started taking pics of us sitting on the floor.
long story after that. i dread english lessons.!
then rushed home to bathe and get changed.

had bbq after that.
met amelia weini jermyn & milton first.
went cold storage to get the stuffs for the bbq.
then cabbed to semb park.
waited for xiuyi & huiwen to come.
the national park officers kept finding faults with us.
we sat at the hut.
they asked us to book the pit.
we booked the pit and started the bbq.
placed the portable thing on the bench [?]
they said that the thing would burn it.
after awhile they came and said the place is too dirty.
and asked us to clean up.
then they said that the tap near our pit
is not for washing hands.
cos we placed our hand soap there. haha.
went to the playground for awhile.
huiwen played with the swing and the swing broke.
thats bcos it was for small kids only lar.
she fell damn hard man. lol.
then we decided to leave the pit and went to explore.
they thought we were leaving the park.
asked us to clean up again.

we went to the beach. then amelia had to leave.
we sent her out. after that we went to explore.
walked around.
didn't managed to go to the believed-to-be-haunted place.
lots of dogs were barking. so we didn't walk in.
went back to the pit.
at around 10.15pm [?] huiwen's parents arrived.
they bought some food along. started the bbq again.
ate for awhile. weini and jermyn left.
at about 12am huiwen's parents sent us home.
had an enjoyable day. thanks guys.! [:

to huiwen:
take care. that fall was extremely hard ya.
btw thank your parents for sending me home.! =D

2006-02-15T03:46:00.000-08:00

(late post)

happy valentines day.!! [:

special thanks to:
xiuyi
weini
huiwen
manhong
amelia
shanjie
joey
grace
verna
jaimy
jermyn

love the stuffs you guys gave.
really appreciate alot. haha.
THANK YOU. HAPPY VDAY.! <3

2006-02-08T02:55:00.000-08:00

social studies lesson was interesting today.
haha. don't know what happened.
then a guy in my class said 'fuck you'.
mdm how got angry and asked him to stand outside.
and she said '7.50am he said fuck you'.
lol. damn hilarous. if you saw it lar. haha.

amelia and i were talking abt I Not Stupid Too.
discussing whether joshua or shawn looked better.
amelia was telling me abt what her mom thinks abt joshua.
then mdm how said 'shhh. talking about joshua right.'
haha. and as usual amelia laughed like mad. funny.

english & chem test tomorrow.
mr neo warned us not to fail chem.
but i still think im gonna fail.
*pray hardddddd.! ((:

2006-02-03T19:57:00.000-08:00

supposed to blog this ytd.
but had some problems signing in blogger.
so... yea. blog now. haha.

thursday
had geog lessons after school.
but only some turned up.
then cabbed home with amelia to change.
met at np after that. ate macs. =D
went popular to get some stuffs.
then headed to weini's house.
played around there.
went home at about 8pm.

we got back our chinese test marks.
i just passed. BOOOOOOOO~
nevermind. i'll work harder for the next test. [:

friday
mum invited her friends over.
a few indians. haha. racial harmony. ((:
served them pizza. haha.
i get to eat some too. hehe ;D
and gonna put on more weight. lol.
alright. shall stop here. tata~ [LOL!]

2006-01-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

skipped school today.
wasn't feeling too well.
kept coughing. arghhh. ]:

met jermyn at np in the afternoon.
made him wait for like 45 mins. =x
haha. sorry. lol.
after that went ljs find xiuyi.
then watched A Chinese Tall Story.
nice and touching show. funny too. [:
after that went to acc jermyn buy school shoes.
yea. then went home. haha.

AI NI YI WAN NIAN! (there's sth behind this phrase. lol.)

2006-01-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

band 1 for english. what a joke! LOL.
mr taufiq is my english teacher. yuck.
band 3 for chinese. my god.
i thought i'd get at least a band 2.
i've been thinking too much. lol.
but nvm, teacher is ms vivian foo. :DD
school will end late every monday.
sexual education. bullshit! HAHA.

went weini's house ytd.
watched horror movies.
not nice! boring. haha.
then her cousin [?] zhijie came.
xiuyi kept playing with him.
i played with his toys. haha.
xiuyi kept touching him. lol.

after that her cousin [?] left.
then we played in her room.
haha. had fun! :DD
then weini used the com.
and blah blah blah. forgot.
left at about 7pm or earlier.

had alot of fun! <3

2006-01-03T03:28:00.000-08:00

school started ]:
its only the first day.
and im starting to dread english lessons.
die die die!